how should i feel?gosh
6:33 PM
Gosh, tell you now, i'm really caught up... maybe its because of these few reasons that i have ever been feeling this way...
1.It still seems a dream, i never expected that i would have been able to get in..
2.I will be starting a whole new life there??
3.It feels weird stepping into the grounds of this new school...
Gosh, that's how i feel about Matriculation tomorrow.. It's like i'm still at the phase where i cannot really believe it, yet it seems so close.. And I'll be knowing my class, and classmates tomorrow!! which is super fast?? yaya, and there's like "classroom interaction"?? hehe yep yep..
but what is really causing me to feel a bit uneasy, must be the thought of starting from scratch and getting to know everyone again.. gosh, this feeling sucks... but, if we morph ourselves to constantly be creatures of habit, then we will never be able to change with change, and i guess, we wont learn as much.. so i have to accept this change.. What's more it became so conincidental that Mum, Baos and che cant go cause they all have something on == well nevermind about that already..
anyway, the true and honest reason i feel so scared, is because i never expected myself to get in, the day i sat for the test, the interview i went through, i felt it wasnt my best, yet God blessed me and help me through. Thanks God! Love ya!
yup,yup, that's about all, i guess i will see my new class, and new school tomorrow!
Here i come (:
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
what's life without tennis`
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